How i wish she notice this blog and reads it. But i aint telling her , she just gotta find out herself.
The plan to see her on sunday failed as no one would offer help , i could still go. But i cant pass the door when i reach there. So sad to say , i gotta cancel it.damn
If i ask her lets go for prom , whats her answer might be? I can almost guess it based on statistic and know it would devastated me with that answer.Or should i just ask like a man with balls.
Surprise , its get more and more predictable nowadays. She wont give me a hint. I could just go and find her ,yes..maybe next next week,i would try dat.
Energy levels ,how come when the energy level is lowest when with me.or is it just reasons..I just hope she wont reasons with me?
Is it really hard when a man need you like you girls always want? Is it too much?
I know i cant confront her on this for it might making her more fan so here i am , typing to a unknown reader.
I always wanted to see her , and sort of had to ask her permission. Out of 10 times , i can say its 9 times a no.Maybe i ask too much, maybe i should be the normal guys, busy about their own things.I always expect a normal relationships. Where the girl love him ,the guy cherish her.
Den ,the phrase ,other guy will find her if you ignore her came to me..Is it true? My brain tells me this is good in the long run, see her colours now ,you wont regret later.
My heart tell me, keep trying no matter what , you dont want regret seeing her loving other guy the way you always wanted.I mean damn , is timing really that important ?
